unfairness.

many  things happened in our life, those are both happy and sad. but then, when people got the sad ones, they counted it as unfairness.

i used to be wise person when everything got into those unfairness bucket. ah i just realized that i couldn't do it every time i got those unfairness. sorry.

yesterday, i got to be in one local competition, Ponorogo. and there, i got those bunches of unfairness. well, i was in money-seeker team with bilal and risti, everything turned good and controllable until we found them, played over our happiness and took us into hell. i couldn't even believe how i said 'yes' when i got to decide whether i wanted to switch my team or not, how i didn't ask 'bout the semi-final's tabulation and how it worked, how i allowed them (bitchy people) to played over our happiness and took it away.

actually, i didn't know what to say. i cried over myself, i couldn't do my best, that was the point. sorry :C