4.4.14

the end and the beginning

Been waiting a new entry for about a month, I'm finally here sitting in front of the window I've ever posted in my instragam. Well, it's now a week before national exams really comes, sometimes I hope that time really has to be stoppable thus I'll have more time to study but then that's the craziest thing I've ever hoped for. Time is limited.

Anyway, this entry will be filled by some of my random thoughts; love, friendship, happiness.

About love.
What is love? Is that the thing you found when that one person walked in front of you and you just unconsciously smiled at him? or Love is when you sacrifice yourselves just to make someone happy? I say No. Love is not that simple to be defined. Or I simply say Love can't be defined. But for me, that feeling of being loved and being surrounded by people whom you love is the real definition of love. When you feel so blessed of having friends, family, (boyfriend in addition). For me, love will never hurt. Love is affection that keeps people inside it happy and blessed. And when you feel hurt because of love, that's just how love really works to make you realize that love is exist.

About friendship.
I firstly want to separate between love and friendship and I just realized that I can't. Those two words walk side by side. I've found friendship in my life, but it doesn't close my eyes, I'll find the other ones in the other time and place. I love being surrounded by you, friends. Sometimes it's hard to differ affection and love thus some people love their best-friend. It's actually okay to love your best-friend but when everything booms like a boom (something bad happens) you'll be so hard to find another one. 

Friendship, Love, Happiness are three words people can't live without. Without friendship you can't find love and happiness and so other words work. 

"The thing is I'm so blessed of living with you guys and families, I'm so blessed of having these memories, and for the lifetime of my life, I'm grateful" - my own thought