“For last year's words belong to last year's language
And next year's words await another voice.”
For the amazing 2013,
For the sake of beauty, last year was flowers created in more than thousands colors. There were Red, Blue, White, Black, Cyan, and others. There were happiness, sadness, boredom, anger, achieved-dreams, other life's decorations. I couldn't even imagine how my life was without a "2013". And by this post. I'd like to tell you how grateful I was.
2013 gave me such a great memories. New peeps, new experiences, new kind-of-happiness, and love. Last year was more like a year to re-define my life's definition into the undefinable one. 2013 was my debating-year. Like my teammates-rhama and masrul- and me got more than five achivements in a year, spent more than six months to do memorials-debating stuff, got sleepless, but those all were sweet. All of the efforts we did were paid by the experiences we got. In 2013, I found out my real passion, my real definition of happiness. I changed my definition of debating, yes I did. Like I firstly defined debating as competition-in a real definition-but then, something happened and changed my whole definition. Debating was more like having new friends, new peeps, and love. It changed my prespective into a proper point of view. And that was why I was so grateful of became a debater.
Like what other 17-years-old got, I also got a lot of "life's tools". Just like what I've mentioned that I re-define my life's definition, I also got the real definition of "tolerate". I learned how to act when I was trapped in a condition where all I could do was silent. I learned how to be a humble person, and for the sake of life, I learned what the real friendship was. I found my new bestfriend-in school, where we could talk about anything, and got unlimited happiness. This was really the time I finally understood that happiness was simple as I could tell my mellow-night stories to my friends, saw my friends laughed because of having jokes with me, and other simple things.
OH! 2013 gave me such beautiful memories of became a senior - in my senior year-If you know what I mean-
And even the year changed, I swear that memories didn't.
2014 will be my big year, I'll moved to -bigger- town to get my college there, I'll find a boyfriend (amin), and I'll get all of my 2014 resolutions (PS: I've wrote them down in my agenda)
Faith and hope,
L.
